My So CAlled LIFE...

Know what... Tell him your problems and heartaches... He surely has the answer to it...!

It's so hard to love someone who doesn't love you back, right? But it's more painful to love someone who loves you but you're not allowed to be together. In my case, I'm not allowed to love that person, not even show my care... It's so sad on my part 'coz the reason is not about me or anything to that extent. It's because of other people who's not just ordinary for me but people who are so much important to me(not my parents or any of my relatives, ayt...). I'm so tired living on a world where everybody cares for you, to the extent that even you personal life would be affected. Let's say they just want to make me a better person but not making me live in a dimension which is not my world. How am I suppose to know the hardships of life and learn from it if they will just keep on nagging me with their thoughts. Of course, I thank them for what they do to me... I know that they are just concerned but I wanna finish my life with accomplishments from my own decisions and thinking.

I still love that person but I have to choose... So you know who you are... haha!!!

These past few days, rain has been pouring hard all over the philippines. But guess what, at my world... the sun has been shining so bright. Everything seems to be where it should be!!! (Knock on the wood... haha!) Friends, work, family... everything jives in the flow of my life. And of course I thank God for this. Also I wanna thank all those people behind this success... My RCF Family (Rosario Christian Fellowship). They made me realize that life is not a matter of making big things for yourself, its about making small or big things for others. And because of that, my point of view towards life changed. Before I was a happy-go-lucky type of person. I'm contented with whatever comes to my life. But when I met these people, I learned to set goals for me and aim high. I owe them my courage and my conviction. THANK YOU!!!
I just hope they know how I value them and I hope one of them could read this...
LOVE YOU GUYS...