My So CAlled LIFE...

It's so hard to love someone who doesn't love you back, right? But it's more painful to love someone who loves you but you're not allowed to be together. In my case, I'm not allowed to love that person, not even show my care... It's so sad on my part 'coz the reason is not about me or anything to that extent. It's because of other people who's not just ordinary for me but people who are so much important to me(not my parents or any of my relatives, ayt...). I'm so tired living on a world where everybody cares for you, to the extent that even you personal life would be affected. Let's say they just want to make me a better person but not making me live in a dimension which is not my world. How am I suppose to know the hardships of life and learn from it if they will just keep on nagging me with their thoughts. Of course, I thank them for what they do to me... I know that they are just concerned but I wanna finish my life with accomplishments from my own decisions and thinking.

I still love that person but I have to choose... So you know who you are... haha!!!